Aviril 's Diary

[Aviril]

Today is the day i have desided to start my own little sweet diary,
well hmm maybe it wont be sweet but wtf

 

[Aviril]

yay valentines day today..
alot of ppl celebrate, but not me nooo i just got the worse hang over EVER
Dont think i will ever drink again

 

[Aviril]

Guess its time to write alittle again....

havent been ingame much lately had alot of other stuff IRL to do...
but i have been in a few times and when i was i got a nice crafting hof..



and atm i should be on my way to school but i arent.. we have snowstorm yesterday and snow everywhere this morning so even the bus that drives in town can drive atm so i am just sat here with my smoke and some tea trying to find out if school is closed or not
Guess i should try and post a snow pic, i will see if i can take one today and post it..

 

[Aviril]

Maybe its about time to post something about who i really am

i am a 22 year old girl (soon 23) from Denmark
I study atm to get my grades better, coz after my job as a chef failed coz of my weirdo boss i had to do something else so i desided to do something about my grades.

I think its almost 2 year since i started to play EU, but bf at that time learned me who to play and i never thought that i would like the game so much but i must say that i do... there are alot of fantastic ppl in the game and ofc i got my good IRL friend in there 2 Nakia
Nakia has helped me alot ingame so ty for that Nakia

I think the most of my IRL friends call me silly and crazy coz every where i go i joke around...
Uh uh uh and its soon summertime so Nakia get ur ass back to Denmark so we can go out and drink so beers again in the park.. but dont spill ur beer all over the place again

well thats it for today i guess..
Cya soon

Pic of me

Pic of Nakia

 

[Aviril]

Friday 20th april

Dear diary

i woke up today and was thinking i dident wanna take the dam bus to school but i had to go to school so i kinda asked my mom if i could borrow the car and ofc she say yes so i was so happy, so i had alot of time to get ready for school.( oh yea i am 22 and yes i go to school to get my grades alot better)

So i had some breakfast and smoke some fags and started to get ready..
Went to the car and started driving to school and ofc i puted in my best cd and started to sing along and i was thinking that today is a good day..

I am at the school now but i am soon off, so i can drive home and clean alittle and later get ready to go out to the cinema and see Mr.Beans holiday and later go for dinner... So yea today is a good day...

Today is there only 5 days to my bday and i still dont know what i want.. i guess i will just have to tell my family that they just have to just buy something for me coz atm i feel like i got everything i need...

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Here is the song i was singing on my way to school today..


Let it never be said, that the romance is dead
Cos there’s so little else occupying my head
There is nothing I need except the function to breathe
But I’m not really fussed, doesn’t matter to me

Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa
Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa
Know what ya doing, doing to me?
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa

Due to lack of interest tomorrow is cancelled
Let the clocks be reset and the pendulums held
Cos there’s nothing at all except the space in between
Finding out what you’re called and repeating your name

Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa
Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa
Know what ya doing, doing to me?
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa, aaaa

Could it be, could it be that you’re joking with me
And you don’t really see you with me
Could it be, could it be that you’re joking with me
And you don’t really see you with me


Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa
Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa
Know what ya doing, doing to me?
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa
Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa (Da da da, da da da)
Know what ya doing, doing to me?
Ahaa-ahaa-aaaa, aaaa (Da da da)

 

[Aviril]

25th April

Dear Diary

Today it is my bday oh yes i am getting 1 year older so i am 23 now..
my mum made me a nice breakfast for me this morning and gave me a nice gift just what i wanted, and later some of my family will come over..
i remember when i was a kid i could never sleep the night befor my bday so i was always thinking about what i would get and befor i woke up my parents always came into my room to wake me up and to give me my gift oh life was great when u were a kid
Well life is still great i have been getting text msg on my mobile all morning from ppl that was saying happy bday, and the weather in Denmark is great today, abit warm and sunny so i couldent be more happy..

I havent been ingame so much lately coz there have been so much IRL to do that i havent had much time for it, school is taking alot of my time atm i got exsams soon and i need to make everything ready for it, i only got 6 days until i have to give my danish teacher the paper for the exsam and i havent started to write yet and i need to write 5-8 pages so i need to get started soon i guess

Well i dont have timeto write more now but i might be back later..

 

[Aviril]

just taking a break from all my exsam writting and listening to a really good song..


I wanna talk to you
The last time we talked Mr. Smith you reduced me to tears
I promise you it wont happen again
Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie, mmm
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!
Getting angry doesn't solve anything

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie mmm
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want
you want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
walk out the door!

say what you want to satisfy yourself
but you wont know but everybody else and you should waaaaaalk
cause you knowwwwwwwww

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
walk out the door!
uuuuuua
Humphry were leaving
kerching!

 

[Aviril]

Dear Diary

Been some time since i have have had time to write here, but time just fly away atm, been so busy with exsams got the last writting exsam 2morrow then i got alittle break again before the importens one stars..

Been going oki for me irl as ingame...
u read alot here on the forum about couple that have found eachother ingame and i never thought that i should be one of them but i are
so i am so lucky and happy atm.. feels dam good

here is just alittle screenie of a hof he got ingame not so long ago..


Cant wait til i can see him again IRL

 

[Aviril]

Dear Diary

Been a while since i last was here, i have just been dam busy with the school and all the exsams, i am almost done now i onely need 1 more and that like the worst ever coz its math but wtf.. the grades from the other are pretty good so thats good

I started with something new IRL to make alittle money next to the school money so i am gonna sell tupperware and i am gonna have my first demo tomorrow night, and many might think that tupperware is something old ppl do but it is not and i think if u put abit work into it u can make money and i think they make many smart products..

6 DAYS.............yay counting days til i am going over to see my boyfriend again and i am gonna stay in UK for almost a month so its gonna be so great and when i get back home i am gonna have my new appartment ready for me, guess my mum and dad will make sure that all my things will be there when i get back, yep my parents are sweet and i love them very much


Oh yea and like i do almost everytime here is alittle song that is really good

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7KylokR7qSg[/YOUTUBE]

I was not looking for arty farty love
I wanted someone to love completely
Someone more than weekly

I was looking for a decent boy
For a tender glance
For a safety dance

The wuthering heights
And the stormy nights

You give me 10.000 nights of thunder
But I will give them all back to you
'Cause you're so uhh, so ahh, so cool.

You came like a thief in the night and stole my heart
Like a solitude erasure
Like an elevator

I know we'd do anything for love
And it is you and me
For all eternity

The wuthering heights
And the stormy nights

You give me 10.000 nights of thunder
But I will give them all back to you
'Cause you're so uhh, so ahh, so cool, Baby you're so super-supremely-ba-ba-di-oh
It feels like 10.000 nights of thunder
When I've spend one with you
You're so uhh, so ahh, so cool
Baby you're so super-supremely-ba-ba-di-oh

Baby baby you're irresistible and I'm insatiable
Yeah love is an ocean of sweet emotion

You give me 10.000 nights of thunder
But I will give them all back to you
'Cause you're so uhh, so ahh, so cool, Baby you're so super-supremely-ba-ba-di-oh
It feels like 10.000 nights of thunder
When I've spend one with you
You're so uhh, so ahh, so cool
Baby you're so super-supremely-ba-ba-di-oh
You give me 10.000 nights of thunder
But I will give them all back to you
You're so uhh, so ahh, so cool, Baby you're so super-supremely-ba-ba-di-oh.
You're so uhh, so ahh, so cool, Baby you're so super-supremely-ba-ba-di-oh , You're so uhh, so ahh, so cool.

 

[Aviril]

Dear Diary


All exsams are finaly over and i can sit back and relax now and maybe think if i did oki to my exsams.. i got all the grades but was this the grades that i wanted ? or do i want to do better ? i dont know at the moment but i guess i will know the answer later... and what do i wanna do with my life ? what job do i want ? what do i wanna become ? all this are in my head from time to time.. i come from a big family and i am the youngest and all the others got job and what do i have ? i got my school, my little job by selling tupperware but is that what i want ? I have got a amezing boyfriend who loves me very much and support me in what i wanna do, i just wish i did know what i wanna become, i have been thinking that i wanted to get a job were i can use my english but what kinda job could that be ? can any of u tell me ? if yes plz feel free to PM me here on forum.

For a while i wanted to become a chef and i found a job where i was gonna be it in a nice resturant it all went well and my boss seemed to be a nice guy until i burned my hand badly and the doctor told me that i could not work for 14 days and when i finaly showed up at work again he didn´t want me anymore and he didn´t wanted to sign a papir saying that i got hurt while working and when he finaly did he signed that it did not happen while working.. this kinds "scared" me, i dont wanna be in a kitchen working for people anymore.. the only kitchen i make food in now is my own or my friends.

I have been counting days until i can see my boyfriend again and now there is only 3 days and i cant wait, its gonna be so great to see him again.. i love him with all my heart and my friends who have meet him think he is a wonderful guy too.. so yea baby i love u and here is a song for u


[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ajW_asKKPY[/YOUTUBE]

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and

 

[Aviril]

Dear diary

Last time i wrote here there was 3 days until i was going to the UK, the days have pasted and now i am here, and i think i had the worse flight ever, the first time i flew over i didn't have much room for my long legs but this time the fligh was bumpy all the time, talk about being scared
Been some oki days here and i kinda miss Denmark already but we try and find things that i have in Denmark that can make me feel like home and he is a good little helper for that, he is making sure i am oki all the time.. god i love that guy... we havent been out seeing much yet but it will come, coz next week we are going to manchester and i am gonna meet jc again and this time also pole its gonna be fun i am sure..

I have been ingame alittle and i am sure i got more luck in the UK then in Denmark coz i got a global last nigth while i was hunting and i made a nice deal on a ghost ingame so everything is good...

Well i think thats all for me now and ofc there is room for a song here like always

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WoP5K-yX220[/YOUTUBE]

You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying

Laughing through the day
Thinking you are never boring(?)
Speeding through the night
Maybe you not count the morning(?)

There's nothing you can do
To keep it out
There's nothing you can do
Just scream and shout

Living for today but you just can't find tomorrow
Talking 'bout the joy
But it never stops the sorrow

There's nothing you can do
To keep it out
There's nothing you can do
Just scream and shout
Saying

I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lovely lovely
I'm
So lovely lovely

You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying

I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lovely lovely
I'm
So lovely lovely

You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying

Even though you said
It would never end it's over
You were smiling on my arm
Now you're crying on my shoulder

There's nothing you can do
To keep it out
There's nothing you can do
Just scream and shout
Saying

I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lovely lovely
I'm
So lovely lovely

You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying

I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lovely lovely
I'm
So lovely lovely

You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying

You can never be forever
Good together (?)
Now and clever (?)
You can never be forever
But keep it up
Don't ever stop
Through night and day
The words to say are:

I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lovely lovely
I'm
So lovely lovely

You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying

You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying

I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lucky lucky
I'm
So lovely lovely
I'm
So lovely lovely

You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying

You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying

 

[Aviril]

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=buzVBu0bR-w&mode=related&search=[/YOUTUBE]

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen​

 

[Aviril]

Dear Diary
Guess its time to finaly write something in here again..
My IRL have just been to busy to have the time to write here, but hey here i am again and ready to waste some time..

Something that i have been wondering about for some time now and it kinda pisses me off everytime i think about it, i think most of u know by now that me and rjn are together and i dont care what ppl think coz i love him, but i cant see why ppl have to be jerks ju´st coz we are together... I get killed in rig coz i am with him, I am being called names coz i am with him... ffs GET A LIFE PPL AND MOVE FUCKING ON...this is a fucking game and if u cant see that then maybe u should try and switch off ur computer and go out and see the real world.....

 

[Aviril]

Dear Diary

Here i am again and to be honest nothing much has happend in my life hehe
My 2 months holiday are over and i am back in school again
So i just have to find out if i wanna stay in school for 6 months or 1 year coz i dont know yet what jobs i can get and i really wanna have a job where i can use my english and maybe my german but i just havent find out what it is yet.... There is always a job in a airport but do i really wanna move that far to get to work in Copenhagen airport ?!? But in long term maybe it would be good if they could also make sure that i could work in the UK some months of the year, guess that something i have to find out when the time comes...

Oh yea i have new pics of me lol








I found this sweet and lovely poem that i really like and i think u should all have a chance to see it


A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

 

[Aviril]

Dear Diary

Been a wile since i last was here..

Ingame
Hardwrath came back to the NBK and that did mean bye bye Aviril, he orderet me kicked short time after he came back, so now i am just a freelancer.
I think its abit funny tbh, he used the excuse that i am dating rjn and he is using my avatar once in a while, even tho all in the NBK knew about this.
Well i would rather be kicked then be ordered around by him, he was so nice to change my user title in here 2, he did the same to Blackmagicwoman when he ordered her to quit NBK.
One day i guess ppl will open their eyes and see what he is doing, thats all i can say

IRL
Not so much to say about my irl other than i have been having a fantastic month with rj, i love u baby.
My parents popped by with some new stuff for my appartment so all is great..

And as always i got a song or 2 to put in here

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JR0NZqu6igg&mode=related&search=[/YOUTUBE]

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2A2Jt4WOxN8&mode=related&search=[/YOUTUBE]

 

[Aviril]

For You Are The One

For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.

For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.

For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I'll ne'er find.

For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.