I barely remember making this thread or the repply about having a dirty woman to talk shit to.
I lived with a woman for 9years, that I have two boys with.
I lived with her to support her and our two kids, she is bi-polar and unable to take care of the kids alone.
In the end I had enough of her, so I left her 2 years ago, left her with everything, home and furnitures, I just packed a toothbrush and started travelling, taking different jobs around the coast. I allways sended home money so she could take care of herself and the kids.
I done a lot for her, even tho because og her illness I would get mentallt abused everyday.
I started drinking heavily, drank atleast 15beers everyday for over a year. Hit bars and got lots of random sex with girls I just first met.
I stopped sending money home, I thought I was ready to move on, -
She got angry, sold the home and all the furnitures and moved away with the kids just so that I could not see them again.
I hit the bottom in october last year, only thing I had was my job and a small 30squaremetres apartment in the big City, I was ready to give all up, life had no meaning at all,
A girl walked up to me at the bar, - we had few drinks together, it was her birthday, so she got 5kisses from me as a present.
I went home early as I was supposed to go to work the next day, next morning I saw her facebook friend request and a message that I promissed her a dinner sometime, went 14days before I asked her out.
We went eating and we got drunk, appearently she also drank as heavy as me. We started drinking together for some time, Appearently she had a tough life with her ex-husband, they have a kid together, she gave custody to the father the day I met her, on her birthday.
I had a fight with her after being with her for two months, I travelled away to another city as that is what I am used too, just run away from the problems,. She is 22 and goes in school, she quit school and bought a plane ticket to come see me, the day she got here my exgal calls asking if I wanted the custody of my children (they know nothing about each other at all), I knew with my drinking abuse I was not able to take care of the children, said I would think about it, my new gf suggested we stopped drinking and took care of my kids.
I bought ticket for the exgf and my kids, so she could bring them, we took the kids, we stopped drinking, I quit my career and took the lowest wage job possible, just to be with the kids.
We were together 2 months with the kids, before -
My ex gf got jealous because of my new love, she been harrazing us, my new girlfriend had enough and left just as our life was turning for the better, - she is now in another town back to her drinking, I just woke up last night after being out partying for couple of days straight.
I thought I never ever would feel love again, but for the first time in my life, I felt real love with her. Two broken souls healing each other, but now ex ruined it.