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Tell me, what did you wear?
Innocence and red, well, I really don’t care
How it’s all been easy, and why you’re not lonely
I didn’t need to know how he gets you loud

I stumble through the fire on my own
Burns a little more now, the seasons are gone
Centuries spent together, back to back
Someone give me more now
I need this to last
In the beat of the hour

Sweetness, the bubble did burst
Maybe for the better that I knew first
Given all the secrets you had to find
Well, everyone’s got needs, but what about mine?

Somehow I’m failing in this war
A little advice won’t help at all
Yeah now I’m failing in this war
This little lie will mend my soul

I stumble through the fire all alone
Burns a little more now, the seasons are gone
I have wasted centuries always, but in my own sweet time
I stumble through the fire
Sweet, sweet fire
Sweet
 
:ahh:Someone sent me this song: awww :ahh::ahh::ahh::ahh:

When I get home, babe, gonna light your fire
All day I've been thinkin' about you, babe
You're my one desire

Gonna wrap my arms around you
Hold you close to me
Oh, babe I wanna taste your lips
I wanna be your fantasy, yeah

Don't know what I'd do without you, babe
Don't know where I'd be
You're not just another lover
No, you're everything to me

Ev'rytime I'm with you, baby
I can't believe it's true
When you're layin' in my arms
And you do the things you do

You can see it in my eyes
I can feel it in your touch
You don't have to say a thing
Just let me show how much
I love you, I need you, yeah

I wanna kiss you all over
And over again
I wanna kiss you all over
Till the night closes in
Till the night closes in

Stay with me, lay with me, holding me, loving me, baby
Here with me, near with me, feeling you close to me, baby

So show me, show me ev'rything you do
'cause baby no one does it quite like you

I love you, I need you, oh, babe

I wanna kiss you all over
And over again
I wanna kiss you all over
Till the night closes in
Till the night closes in
Till the night closes in
Till the night closes in
Till the night closes in...
 

I got butterflies in my stomach atm :ahh:
But my mind say that its wrong, that i should
not feel like i do.. How come? I get nervous...
"You will be hurt sooner or later...You will"
but atm..but..but...I dont like that word..
Thats the problem, i dont know always what to
to..My heart say one thing, my mind another..
what Should i do? be happy now and fuck the future?


Yesterday i was danign some with Gal and
Jen again, and took a pic when Gal globaled,
like he always do, no hof tho, or? maybe when
i had logged out..Wonder..



Awww...AWWW what a cute picture!:)






I need this to last forever...
 
I will be gone for some days now,
will be home on sunday again, night.
so maybe see you on Monday.

Take care everyone

 
19:50 i will go..a little bit stressed and nervous atm...:(
Åsa everything will go fine and you will have so
much fun...still nervous..

omg how will this go..do i have everything
with me? something i forgot?
Ticket?...So nervous!!
 
You didnt show your pain, but we saw it in your eyes.
We knew that you didnt felt good, that it was hard for you.
But you didnt want to talk about it. Its hard for us to try to help you
then. Sorry for now showing how much i love you, how much we
love you. Everyone want to know why you did it. It wasint your
time to go, you had so much more to live for. I cant understand
that you are gone. But you will forever be in my heart dad.
Hope your pain is gone now, rest in peace.

Your daughter


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I need this to last forever, I want to be happy until i close
my eyes forever. But now im fading, to a little thing that almost
not showing. To little to someone can see me. Im a wet spot on the
ground, everyone steps on me.

Pleace dont leave me alone, now when the dark is coming, Im scared
that the night will be long. Constant sorrow, constant pain.
I will be away anyway - becouse the drugs dont work anymore.
 
Life is like shit and i dont want to live in it, is
is me who are crazy and dont understand a thing or
ir it me who had right all the time?
Yes i hate...or can i say hate? I dont know..
i dont know a thing. Fuck this..fuck everything
sorry for what iam saying but im sad..
so sad...I dont know what to know
im tired of living..yes its like im thinking..

soo tired...
 
Is it me who are jealous or?
I dont know what to do, have i right or
is it just bullshit? I dont know, you dont know.
And i dont have the guts to ask either.
I do like i always do just wait and see..
and then i just get more angry and sad
becouse i dont know. My inner mind
just grow bigger and bigger and soon
i just exploid. Boom...

I should not do this. But my feeling are
to strong and this is everything i live
for at the moment..

My family is just a mess.. mum is
feeling so bad, she is just crying everytime
and i dont know what to do anymore.
I cant console her anymore.
And my brother will leave to day so
she will be alone at the house again.
and that is worring me so much..
i dont want her to be alone, i dont
know she will do then..
My thoughts is fixing themself...
but..
but...
 


Hold it together
Birds of a feather
Nothing but lies and crooked wings
I have the answer
Spreading the cancer
You are the faith inside me
No
Don't
Leave me to die here
Help me survive here
Alone
I don't remember
Remember

Put me to sleep evil angel
Open your wings evil angel

I'm a believer
Nothing could be worse
All these imaginary friends
Hiding betrayal
Driving the nail
Hoping to find a savior
No
Don't
Leave me to die here
Help me survive here
Alone
Don't surrender
Surrender

Put me to sleep evil angel
Open your wings evil angel
Fly over me evil angel
Why can't I breathe?
Evil angel (2x)
 
Its so much at the moment,
sad - happy, sad again.
It feels like im not myself
this isnt me. I just drive myself
insane of all the thoughts.

I must be strong. I must survive this.
But im weak, so weak...

Things like this happends in life.
Full normal, but i dont want it to
happend. Nightmare...
 
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Omg im like a zombie on the mornings.
Just started to work again.
Me-need-sleep-ZZzzz:laugh:
 
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