David. Look Im not against U, in my perspective Your cool, just your perception is diffrent on situation.
I already write what are the points that U dont feel, of course here people will not write that your childish in approach,
they just write to me on PM that what I say is 100% truth, but be chill to not break your another try.
Bruhh, as told U need to wake up.
All my points are on realist direction.
So yeah, my advise is simple, first dive in to all expo's etc. grab some small task for others, learn how it looks, how to swim, THEN START TO DREAM.
In my opinion that will be anti commercial, if U do it now.
