I did not post as moderator. I have 2 roles on PCF. One role is normal member, the other one is moderator.
Anyhow, looking at a random video from your stream:
https://www.twitch.tv/darkgenium/v/58771107
I see numerous things that explains why you are losing PED the way you do. You are hunting mobs 60 levels above your defensive level, you have waaaay to low DPS for the mobs you hunt, they regenerate A LOT. On some mobs you die 2-3 times before they are killed. Hired MOD healer, massive armor decay, and so on.
I am not saying this play style of yours is wrong. I am pretty sure it's an awesome end game experience. How ever, that play style is the "gambling play style". It's a high risk play style where you place a high bet on the table for a chance to win the jackpot. But that play style will also result in higher loss.
Since your topic is about your loss, I am guessing this is a concern of yours, which is why I would suggest stepping down a bit. Hunt mobs at your defensive level (Level 40-45?) that match your DPS, and hire a smaller cheaper healer. I'm pretty sure if you have the patience, you'll see that the long term result is much more rewarding, and maybe I see you in the Breitling & Rolex owners club soon too? All my best wishes.