Well i really didnt want to keep posting
So i will say it politelly now, and adress you the same way you did while ago, but on a public letter this time,
Because honest Cloud, pal, I do more than rigging, for me is exclusivelly fun.
Dear Cloud,
When we spoke privatelly (things i will keep private), I saw a lot of similarities with you and me, and saw someone that was stuck with a narrowed mind about somethings.
I spoke with you, tried to give you the best piece of advise, not as a player, not as a competitor, but as a friend, friendly enough to tell you some stuff none prolly ever told you, but for your own good, because I'm not a hater, I try to seek the good of each thing, even tho it doesn't seem like it.
It is no lie, I do love trolling and messing around, and to some extends, i went past what I should've, but I dont think I've really offended some people that I trolled that are friends or people I just deal. And if so, Im usual reasonable enough to ask or even apologize, because there is nothing wrong with admiting mistakes, everyone does them.
I do feel somewhat yet sorry for you, I shared stuff of my life with you i prolly didnt share with anyone, Im 25, rather young, and yet to this day I havent met a individual like you.
You got one good and at the same time bad thing, Passion, but so hard its turned into obcession and consumes all around it, you got kicked of your soc / asked to leave (not my words but i was told about it... ) and yet you told people you were "set up" by other members that you disliked,
You shot and looted your own soc (then) in lootable pvp...
You call others paranoid, delusional, but as I stated, I do more than just sit at rig, i visit it at times for hours/days at times to break the routine, and yet you are always there, "stiring up drama" as you said.
I've been PM'd by random noobs asking if i know you, cos you called them my alts or your soc mates did,
You call my soc mate, Elayne, and my mother who is a EU player (yes its not a secret anymore i guess), an alt...
Any of them, including myself, for the time being, are past your skills. And we all play for the same reason... Passion and Fun.
You always calls in for how many alts Henxy gots, or how much of a liar Master is, or how many groupchannles are to conspire against you (and i proved you 1 of them not to be), how 2H2H are fake and tras, you worry too much about others, and yet you forget what is the most valuable thing you should worry about, yourself....
Your world spins around trying to be great, you're not achieving im affraid mate.
You actions only bring you enemies and negative reputation, Im aware a lot of people do not like me, but pretty much everyone knows I got a clean name regardlessly of my trolling.
My soc mates and I usually only give back what we are given,
I been flamed / trash talked by some ever since i left / was asked to leave BA, at some point , you stoped flaming me/ decaying and tried to talk, I gave that back.
Some of your soc mates decay me, yet some talk and even tell me more than what they should, but its ok, i respect and i keep it to myself, they can also be nice people, i give always people chances, speak to some of them and you'd find out
I yet refuse to decay people, mob train, I might do to clear macro users.
I won't post what i know about you cos that is breaking rules, but there are people who do, its the internet afterall.
I do shot, rarelly but I do, but i will stick with Elayne, whenever we do, we will get flamed / decayed, so why to bother?
Dear Cloud, this is my, once again, honest comment, and yet
last, in this thread,
I dont like being driven into this kind of stuff all the time i decide to visit rig, and what trigger your hot blood now was the divine chip. You even complained and asked to a advisor (who is nothing but a player like us with a Advisor avatar) to nerf it.
Dear Cloud, i hope you get well...
After I saw you speaking for yourself when I went to cook, eat and watch a show, I did get all I needed to see you need some serious aid.
Dear Cloud, lastly, I wont reply further into this thread, you can talk all the stuff you want, lies, truth, fact, whatever you want to call it mate, but if you want to discuss something further, there will be PM.
It is regreatable that i believe you had some parenting problems, some people had a problem saying you aren't right at all times, none will ever be.
And we went as kind as, we even called you take the rig cos we wanted to go to sleep at times and we know how much it means for you....
Anyhow
Get better!
Kind regards from your truelly Pal,
Manique