Sounds dramatic, what a friend and responsible for your safety too...
..come on, everyone knows you don't abandon a nun, you burn in hell for it(!)...for all eternity(!!)...
...kidding aside, we can hope that your friend and bodyguard will find his way back when the feelings have calmed down a bit, that he is solution-oriented and pragmatic in his mind and that the feeling of loss will be too great for him, so that he will find his way back to you again...at least as a friend!