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I cant play Entropia, gah i will go crazy soon...
And im on my way to be more sick..
i had 2 weeks of vecation, sick both weeks,
still very ill, i realy hate this, everything just
fucks up for me, some people are very angry
at me. Like i said..

I hate Arvikafestivalen!!
 
Done, now i have been at the Hospital again,
got some more medicin...
they said:

" You gonna get tired and dizzy of taking this "

Oh! Omg..flying tomatos with basokas!:eek::eek::eek:
 
Saw this one on someones sign..laught a bit lol
I think its me when i get angry on my computer ;)

 
Where'd you go??

When i went and sleeped this night..
yeah then i had you..
and this morning when i waked up..
you was gone..

Where'd you go?

lol

I didnt have a voice..
Sounded like had took drugs for 50 years..
:laugh::laugh::laugh:
very funny!
 
Now im drawing some again...
have a look at the nakid-girl

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Luri want to give everyone a flower.
to all of her friends, love you all!!




:shower::swoon::shower::swoon:
 
Hi my best ones
Sorry for now writing so much but im on vecation atm
so dont have that much time for PE or EF :/

The sun i shining and i think everything is so good
im feeling uber :)

I got some globals and a HOF today but on this computer
its no Paint

Luri
 
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Just had to say that i was on CP today...
and one more thing:

that MA fucked the server that i couldt log in :(
Angry and sad Luri...

But now thing are ok again
and i have to go on Anti-deppresive
 
On StrongMinded's sign you can see:

A "friend" is someone who comes to bail you out of jail.

A "good friend" is sitting next to you in jail saying: Damn that was fun!

So true there :):laugh:
 
Tomorrow i gonna fly for the 2 time..ahh
Bbbbllllaaaaaastttt:eek:


Bwaa have bad feelings that i'll not feel that good
tomorrow when i wake up..:scratch2:


Wish me good luck!
 
One more thing that i was thinking of..
me and Oz talked about me and "english" some
weeks/month ago, when i met him i hated to write
on english and it sucked like hell.
And then he said that my english had got
much better..putted a smile on my lips.

and now days i ONLY speak and write english
can i say, 'cuz i love to talk and write english,
tho its not 100% perfect yet. but it going higher :)

I can say Thank you Oz for the help, and thank you
all others in Entropia. mean much to me :wtg:

looks back on the first thread in the diary..

....And I want to excuse my spelling, it isin't the best tho, but you must live with it ;)....
Click to expand...

I HAVE said it before and i'll say it until i get ubah ubah on English :)
 
Okej then, maybe not only english...
Soon time for work..bwa dont want..


:rolleyes::rolleyes:



"Pleace lie and say that im beautiful...
Pleace lie and say that its me you want"
 
Today i deposit a little Ped, so i can hunt one
time this year or something. Feels like that..

So me and Sav went out in the Argo feelds and
shooted some, and they looted some :)



Now i gonna skill some in crafting, some Basic Filters , QR-100 :)
 
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I'm feeling pretty lonley at the moment, i see and hear
others talk about their love, they are so happy, and
all that stuff.

He is so perfect and we love eathother so much...
we gonna be together forever ... Yank yank yank:rolleyes:

I want to be loved, i want to be needed - I want to give love, i want to say that i need you

I can hope its true when they say:
Love will come when you last expect it...

Or..eh! Whatever...

Guys want photomodels..Im not one of does..
 
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Where does my mind go when it’s quiet
And the late of night folds darkness around me?
Where do I wander when I dream
And when I remember where I’ve gone?

Thoughts of you beside me, snuggled close
Within my arms, your breath warm against me,
Brings peace and comfort and enough love
To get me through another cold and lonely day.

Dreams push reality back into the recesses of my mind
To suffer through another day just like the last.
Praying, wondering, hoping, fearing that it is just a dream
And that life is really so cold. Or is reality a dream?
 
Green day

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone


My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the borderline of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
 
I have found a new song that i realy like!
made me on a very good mood and a VERY bad mood..




I'm gonna make you bend and break.
(It sent you to me without wait.)
Say a prayer, but let the good times roll,
In case god doesn't show.

Let the good times roll.
Let the good times roll.

And I want these words to make things right,
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life.
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got,
Better put your fingers back to the keys.

One night and one more time.
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great.
"He tastes like you only sweeter."

One night, yeah, and one more time.
Thanks for the memories.
Thanks for the memories.
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter."

Ohhhhhh.

Been looking forward to the future,
But my eyesight is going bad.
And this crystal ball,
It's always cloudy,
Except for when you look into the past.
One night stand.
One night stand off.

One night and one more time.
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great.
"He tastes like you only sweeter."

One night, yeah, and one more time.
Thanks for the memories.
Thanks for the memories.
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter."

Ohhhhhh.

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers.
In hotel rooms,
Collecting page six lovers.
Get me out of my mind.
Get you out of those clothes.

I'm a liner away,
From getting you into the mood.
Woooah.
 
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Me and my crafting, not going good at all..
bugger...now i gonna one more time, if i not profit
i 'll never craft again lol

And sorry for beeing so quiet and surly this few
days, but i havnt felt/feel good,something bad happens every
day :/ I have this periods. Soon i hopefully be fine again.

Thank you my irl friend Pavlina for listen on me
 
I have another drawing i have done.
Also at a naked girl. Dont know why, but
i like to draw the femal body.

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But i dont like this one. the feets and head got wrong,
and i even dont like to draw hands, so this girl didnt get any lol
 
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I'm skilling some drawing, i realy have to
train on making feets and hands, and some more on the shadow.
This one was just a quickie..Not so detailed

Girl04.JPG
 
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You can't quit until you try
You can't live until you die
You can't learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie
You can't breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you're the joke
It's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful
Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral

I know some things that you don't
I've done things that you won't
It's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home
I was waiting for my hearse
What came next was so much worse
It took a funeral to make me feel alive

Thank you Micke for the song. :)
 
I took a pic on me with and without shades,
i was out powerfisting feffs, and had the
noobie clothes on. hehe



man i have big boobs!
 
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I think autumn is the most beautiful season,
its a little cold , but not to cold. All leaf, trees.

And on the afternoon when the sun is going down,
and the sunbeams shining thrue the trees, in the
woods for exempel.

The weather outside is Ok here i think, not raining anyway,
but the sun is shining a little, But i dont know if its
warm either. I think i gonna go out and walk some,
try to free my mind. When i walk alone
i have my portable music player with me (Mp3-player)
but its broken, to old I think. So it will be quiet now when
i gonna go. But i will have my charged cell phone with me.

I paint also, with Acryl and oil and that, if i had that stuff here,
i'd sit down and paint landscape or something, not good at
that either and it was long time sense i painted also.
Putted that stuff on the shelf, dont know, maybe like
more to draw?

I think i gonna order a new keyboard soon, becouse i
forgot to buy a new one when i ordered my computer,
all stuff new:
- screen 19" flatscreen/widescreen
- computer 250GB HD, 1024 memory, GeForce 8500GT (or 8600GT not sure) grafic card
- loudspeaker

Or something like that.

but no keyboard and mouse :/
But i like my computermosue tho, its small and light.

I like the winter to, becouse that im a snowmobil driver
sense i was 7 years old, i love to drive. And its
beautiful when its "new-snow" on the trees , then sun is
shining and its glitter in the snow.

On the spring, yeah CAN be beautiful, but its only
water and yellow rabbits everywhere i think.
But one thing the other seasons dont have
its the smell on the spring.

Summer is lovely to, warm, sunsets, beer
meet new people, have fun. But this summer
was very, have no words Very bad, and
very good at the same time. Some people know.

omg this time wrote much.:eek:

bye for now
 
Dreams.
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Lol i just have to say what i dreamed about this
night, tell a little anyway. Yep i dreamed about PE,
lol, i was out hunting, dunno what mob tho, but
like i always dream about when i dream about PE,
I loot a MOD FAP! But this time, i looted a ADJ FAP.
hahaha , cool with difference;)

And i dreamed about my computermouse to,
that someone put it on fire :( my poor little mouse!
But when i wake up it was not on fire lol

I took many photografhics this night to! lol
at the sky and on people, and i drove a buss to..

And something more, that i'll not tell you about,
something very personal and strange and scary
and sad and...yeah..


Yesterday i was on car crusing, many nice cars here
in the little village (like 3k people i think) havnt been
that much peopel, drinking and "drag" (cant the english
word, sry for swedish)
at many many years, was funny :)

" The devil is an optimist if he thinks he can make people worse than they are. "
—Karl Kraus
 
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" You can't tell who the person is, just
to look at her/him. You have to look deeper
then that "

When i was out walking today i was thinking of one thing,
that i want to have someone beside me now. To talk with,
to laugh with.

Silence, the only thing that i hear, is the cars driving past me...
I met some people with their dogs, no idea who it was.
Some people looked strange at me, how come that?
Do I look funny? Do I look that bad?

But I think I have got much better,
some years ago i didnt even want to show me in public
many times. Some people can be so rude and want to
to everything to step on someones self-confidence.
Does people who do that have been ganged up on in
their life, thats why they bully other people. So sad for
them. Hope they some day will understan how bad person
they have been.

" All good things come to those who wait "

Some of the people I have met in PE have
become one of my closest friends, some
of them I never have met, some of them i have.
Its so strange that someone that you just hear, never
seen, Its something special, after that you have learend to
know. Dont know what im talking about. Can tho say that
PE means so much, but I have plans to stop playing for a
while, i have to.

- Women need a reason to have sex. Men just need a place -
 
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“The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.”

What you gonna do, when you think that you are trapped in a body that
you don't want to be in, a body that you are so ashamed of...?

I gonna try to live my life as much as possible. Do all that things
that I always wanted to do, can be crazy things, funny things,
Stuff like get a tattoo, travel round the world, color my hair light-green
JUST to see what others will think. Do forbidden things, that
maybe not all will like, only me and the other person.

“One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching.”

I don't want to wake up when im forty-fifty and think:
- What the hell have happend with my life?
Or even older, and sit there think and regret; "why didn't I do that".
It's many things you can't do when you get to old.

You only have one life to live and in many peoples minds, about
how to live your life is like:
Get a wife/husband, children, house, dog/cat, car all that.
And then live like that all your life. Indeed why not, nothing wrong about
that? I have many thoughts at the moment. Many things that have to
come out. It can come out wrong to. I'm trying to make it as good as
possible.

“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

People say to me:
-You have your whole life in front of you, It's so many things
that you have time to do. And so on...
It's not true! Who can tell that I'll live until I get hundred? Anything
can happend, I can get overdrived by a maniac tomorrow. Who knows?
You CAN'T take for granted that you'll live "forever", or anyway to
you get retired.

So anyone want to go on a ride on the crazy train through life with me?
 
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Here is a picture of one of my best drawings I think,
I think that , don't have a clue what you other guys think. But it's so many
hours of drawing, erase and shade.

“Don't worry about life, you're not going to survive it anyway.”

I sold this picture to a friend of mine and I got something
VERY nice for it, I got a weekend in "Åre", only the hotel was worth around
7-8k "peds" "kronor, in swedish" And ski-stuff, food on a REAL italian resturant:eek:
It was a very nice time, something you not forget in the first time.

"But time changes, people changes..."

I'm in my new appartment at the moment, I dont like it
that much, its not my home, don't feel like that. You can feel if you walk in:
-Omg i will enjoy this so much!

But my feeling was like:
-Omg, no I just want to go now, don't like this at all.
what the fuck am i going here?

Hope it will fix with the appartment, otherwise I gonna go
in pieces and become a wet spot...

“To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To hope is to risk pain.
To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken
because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”
 
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This time I just post Pictures, I dont feel to write that much,
just feel so stupid for all things that pops up in my mind.






" Pictures say more then 1000 words "


Thank you for care
 
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