Im not saying your wrong, im saying your right and thats the problem.
That's the crux of the issue right there.
For the most part, people that think it's right for them are active players and what's getting called fanbois or defenders of the game.
People that think it's wrong lose what they can afford to lose (sometimes more than they should) and then quit.
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I had an hour to play the other night, similar experience to your caudatergus hunt but combibos. Did everything "right" except maybe a little overkill on the youngs. I only had an hour or two to play so I recycled my shrap/UA. I wound up killing a couple of brood mothers, which didn't help on such a short hunt. But it was a challenge since I had really geared more for young/provider. The brood mothers made me FAP
I came home with something like 35% after some minimal repair costs. TT'd that shit and cycled EPII on condition until the PEDs were gone. Well I keep my extractors and some odds and ends but, for the most part...
The only real difference is I signed off my 40 ped before I started, knew what was going to happen and went to it with the attitude of "I'm fixing to blast $4 worth of combibo" so I enjoyed the wee bit of time and money I had budgeted to play and went to bed happy.
A silly waste of a couple dollars, GL to whoever's HoF included my carelessly spent PED I guess.
That's all I do any more. I didn't play for a couple of years, but I have too much in game, and I love it here (as silly as THAT is) so I haven't sold out or quit in any real sense. Mostly for fond memories I guess, of when I had more time and more money and an oddball society that was, for a while, just really great.
I'm thinking about dropping in a few hundred ped and cycling combibo for a while, trying the grinder version of the game. I have the right armor (no extra damage types) and plenty of low level weapons, it's probably fine to use my trusty old opalo for mixed combibo with some use of enblade-6 on the mid size ones and my ASI TT-R (or whatever it's called) for some finisher action.
I haven't started it though because I don't have what most here would call a "real" budget for it right now, and I can't really play for long sessions. So I'm afraid that even with something like 100 ped/week I'll just have a weekly repeat of the exact experience KullXP is talking about.
Especially since it's not just the number of kills, the timing is important too. Playing for an hour or two at a time, seems to be pretty good odds that I'll repeatedly hit the "down" part of the cycle. You can kill 100,000 mobs, if every session comes out with 35 - 50% return it's never going to add up to 90%.
And if I personally need to build up a large ped base and slowly deal with auction, traders, etc.. to get from 50% to 60% return, I'm as likely to just TT it all. Same with spreadsheets and loot tracking and all that. Personally that's not what I'm after in a gaming experience. I don't find it entertaining.
So I would say based on what I'm reading here repeatedly, you need to find a similar place, even if your budget and your numbers are a little different.
I'm not a gamer and I've only ever spent significant money on one game besides EU. Since I'm not active enough to identify or join a soc that's anything like the one I enjoyed so much before, the options of regular team hunts or group activities are not so much on the table for me right now. So I treat it as money budgeted to be spent, like I would with a movie or a show. Or a dinner out.
Most days I can have a lot more fun for two hours in EU than I can at a movie theater, with a ten dollar budget. My shop and booth churn up a couple peds on the side, so that occasionally replaces my (L) gear or whatever and that's it for me. I mean, I hardly make anything on them lol but its a sunk cost for me so that's how it goes.
It sounds like most of your frustration comes from the fact that MA isn't giving you the game you want to play. So I hate to jump on the bandwagon but a break is in order. And an attitude adjustment. MA offers a very particular experience. It's been pretty consistent in how it works, though they tweak it around, the whole time.
It may not be what you thought it would be, or what you wanted it to turn into when you started. That's ok, sometimes things don't work out the way we expect. It sounds like you've spent heavily, these forum and many players, metors, etc.. in game really screw people up with their misuse of the word "invest" IMO. But in any case based on what I've read from you here and in your gear thread, etc... you can possibly recover a good part of what you've put into the game to date, and that's an option that few other games offer you when you find yourself in deeper than you like and no longer enjoying things.
Anyways, I've rambled a bit in this thread. As I quoted you saying above, I'm not saying you're wrong, I'm saying you're right about the experience, and about how the game works, in my (also) experience, for the "average" player.
But the "average" player isn't really anything like the 1-2% of the player-base that are long term players and wholly enjoy the EU experience, ara active on these forums, and competing in events, etc...
EU has had what, something like 300,000 accounts? and how many of those have never, ever even created an account on the forum? Most. Even if fully 50,000 of them were fake, or alts in the first place.
My bet is that really, talking actual numbers, that "average" player never with draws from EU at all. And probably doesn't play for more than a couple of months before they move on - having spent as much or less as they would on a console game or something similar offering a few tens of hours on a first play through.
This RCE is wound up so tight, MA is taking such returns, people are literally tripping over a thousandth of a cent worth of ammo destroying the economy of their shot/slash/whatever. It's too intense.
And some people, a very small percentage of the rest of society, find it quite enjoyable. Those people are the long term players, the careful hunters and miners. These are the people you're talking to here, on PCF. You're not ever going to have the satisfaction of making your point in this forum because THEY WANT THIS.
They have supported and defended and encouraged this for years and it's just what they want. You're not going to convince the choir of angels that god is doing things wrong. For lack of a better analogy.
So anyways, I say stop before you ragequit. Unless you want to give me your gear during said ragequitting process, in which case that's fine go ahead.
Cold turkey for a month, and see if you even miss it. Screw all these guys I totally agree that spreadsheets and loot tracking and worrying about how many pec you have to wasted on a mob because you don't want to have to change weapons 2 times per kill are not a desired aspect of a game for most people.
But that's the foundation of the EU experience
So if you can't get on board with it, you need to let go of the any notion that you are going to "break even". You need to drop this idea of "cycling". You need to take a real look at the (mis)use of the word "invest" in much of this community lol.
Then if after a few weeks you want to log in and "spend" some money because it sounds more fun than whatever's playing at the movie theater, or going out to dinner, welcome back!
If not, well it's up to you how much you need to recover from what you have 'invested' to date. You have a lot of nice gear and it would be time to start the sad process of selling out.
Because IMO, MA will continue on this path as long as they can eke a living out of a few hundred well off and dedicated players. Even if they understood the notion of a balanced and sustainable economy at one time, those people are long gone, the company is a company now and long since more worried about "the business" then they are about "the game".
The likeleyhood of a smooth transition to the sort of thing that "freemium" players have come to expect while MA sat on what they had and gloated is pretty low. EU is not free to play, it's only free to try and as someone noted above, even the idea of a $1/hour experience seems to be a thing of the past. As long as they can continue to attract players to the current model, they will. As long as they can survive on the churn of new players learning their lesson and burning out while a few dedicated fans continue to preach the dream, they will.
Anyways, at the end of the day, it's a matter of love it or leave it. THAT part of what they're saying is true. There's the middle option of hanging out complaining about what it could or "should" be but in the end it's not really been effective or satisfying for anyone. At least that I have heard of.
wow I spend way too much time on this forum , I hope one or two people at least bother to read all this rambling it's surprising how much thinking I've done, during the hour or so that it's taken me to ramble all of this out onto the forum in a way that shares my experience, makes my point, and hopefully doesn't offend anyone too badly
I'm not a "good" player and I don't play "right". It's not because I don't know how it's supposed to work, it's because if you don't do it JUST FUCKING RIGHT it's a money pit. Not to complain or put any sob story on the forum but it used to be a little different (just a little though) and I had the disposable $$$, and the time required, to fall in love with it.
Right now I don't, and it took me a good long break and a serious attitude adjustment to come back and try it again, with a more managed set of expectations and a realistic outlook, and still be able to find the fun in it. And even at that it's more like the occasional bit of chocolate than any sort of bread and butter, if that makes sense.
Getting a six ped global is such an odd mixture of excitement and sadness, rofl.
If you don't have both the money and the time, well one will not cut it without the other. If you don't have the disposition to do it "right" (and this means as the makers intend it to work, not as you want it to work) then you can spend all the time and money you want and it is, at best, a bit of a gamble. If your budget is going to be under $50 a month, well all I can say is that the little maffoids up by half moon cove loot pretty good for punys.
Dunno man, sounds to me like most of the folks here are trying to help, in their own way. I think they figure no one would invest the time and effort you have (disregard the money your financial 'investment' isn't large among this particular crowd) if they didn't want to be successful at EU. And they're telling you repeatedly, not only what it takes to achieve what passes for success here, but that they'll continue to try and analyze what's going on if you take the time to do what it takes.
There's no winning here, there's no endgame. The only winning move is to set goals you can achieve, and achieve them. If that means, for you, profiting, then you are getting solid advice here. If that means, for you, having some fun, then you need to determine whether or not you can adjust your expectations to achieve that within the parameters of this particular game.
If you can't get some or all of that into line then, yes, the only winning move is to stop playing. Take that money, take that time, and put them someplace that satisfies you. Personally. Then you will have won.
Or, just keep this up as long as you like. As I posted somewhere else (maybe in this thread) I've been spending a lot of time at the forum since, when all else fails, the drama is free